Frequently Asked Questions

  • Um, Lloyd Dobler was a work of fiction in the iconic Gen X film Say Anything, so he was never real.

    But this version of him did tumble through an everything-bagel-shaped warp in the multiverse and land here, broadcasting from the burned-out cassette deck of your inner child.

    So is it real?
    Maybe.
    Is anything?

  • It’s a podcast. Kind of.
    It’s part guided meditation, part cultural exorcism, part mixtape of sacred refusal.
    You don’t need to understand it. You just need to press play. Or not.

  • Yes.
    It’s serious enough to care.
    Satirical enough to breathe through it.
    And weird enough to make you ask that question.

    So... yes.

  • Empire. Collapse. The quiet panic of mornings when the news won’t let you breathe.
    Fascism dressed up as freedom. Nostalgia weaponized by the algorithm.
    Ram Dass. Rage Against the Machine.
    And what it means to quit—on purpose, with love, before the machine eats your soul.

    Sometimes there’s a voicemail from Dianne.
    Sometimes there’s a memory I didn’t mean to keep.
    Sometimes I say too much and then just… breathe.

    You know. Light stuff

  • Anywhere podcasts live.
    Spotify, Apple, Buzzsprout, your neighbor’s smart speaker that’s probably listening anyway.
    Or right here, at the edge of the algorithm.

    I record from the burned-out cassette deck of my late-stage optimism.
    The acoustics are decent.
    The ghosts are loud.

  • Tuesdays. Mostly.

  • You could join the email list. Tell a friend. Light a candle.
    You could quit your job at ICE. That’d be cool.
    You could even slip a few bucks into the donation link at the top of the page so I don’t have to sell branded meditation tea on Instagram, or just because you want to keep this thing alive, ad-free, and un-corporate.

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